You have always been there for me
When I was lonely
When I was bored
When I was in pain
Relieving me of stress
Allowing me to focus
Stimulated my mind
Thank you for your attempts to distract me from my suffering
But I have to let you go
The momentary relief you give me leads to more suffering in the end
You will always be part of my story but it’s time to turn the page
It’s time to start a new chapter of self love & service to others
It’s a long road to recovery but it’s a worthwhile journey
The alternative is self destruction
With aloha,
Johnny
The Narrow Path 