How do I let you go?
A part of me still wants to be with you.
How can I be the best version of myself and still be with you?
You almost took my life a few times.
I could have gone to jail because of you… But you kept pulling me back.
I made huge mistakes while with you and caused suffering in the world.
Society wants me to be with you even though it’s not in the best interest of my mental, physical, and emotional health. Why is this?!
I see what you have done to others lives.
I spent thousands of dollars on you, putting me in financial stress and debt.
But damn, we had some good times together.
I made some great friendships because of you, but I know its time to let you go.
I’ll always remember you, but it’s time for me to end this show.
After 12 years of love, my attachment to you is no more.
I worked long hours for you for 7 years but I know in my heart it’s the end.
You were part of my journey to this point and I’m thankful for that.
I’m leaving you alcohol.
I know my vision now and you’re not part of it.
How can I alleviate suffering in the world and promote a healthy lifestyle while sipping a jack?
I’m leaving you and I don’t want you back.
Back story; I have been drinking for 12 years now, age 15-27. I worked in the alcohol industry for 7 years, age 20-27. I did many unskilled actions on alcohol in college and high school.