I almost got married in my mid 20s
But I was not ready for such commitment
It ended in disaster
I caused much suffering to myself & her
I vowed to be better
But I did not realise until recently that I had closed my heart
Maybe this was needed for me to become who I am today
7 years later
7 years single
The life of a nomadic backpacker doesn’t lend to serious relationships
But I know this is a chapter in my life, not the entire book
At 32 years old I have realised I truly would appreciate having a girlfriend again; someone to share my life with
Some things in life we can not learn outside of a deep relationship with another
When the time is right, I will choose to be in a relationship out of love, not fear of being alone 🙏🏻
With aloha,
Johnny