The Four Visions of Christ

A few years ago in Australia I did early childhood trauma therapy using IFS therapy. It was a deeply spiritual therapy with Christ that changed my life. Soon after I received 4 visions of Christ, all of them after deep meditation or in nature without my phone to distract me. I was not striving to have these visions nor does it make me special or better than anyone. 🙏🏻

First Vision; the Crucifixion

I turned off my phone and walked to the end of the street to watch the sunset over the mountains. I was living in rural Australia at the time so there was lots of trees and open farm land with mountains in the background.  As I was walking to the viewpoint, suddenly Christ appeared on the cross while I was meditating with the Buddha. It was as if I was truly transported back 2000 years ago. The Buddha turned to me and asked “what can you learn from this” and God spoke to me “the more you surrender to God’s love, the more you are resurrected in Christ.” In this vision, I watched Jesus die on the cross and be resurrected. At this point I am weeping in pure joy and emotionally overwhelmed by the deepness of this vision. For as long as I live, I will never forget this day.

2nd Vision; Being Crucified with Christ

This vision happened a days after the first vision. I was in deep meditation and I suddenly was on the cross next to Christ in the Crucifixion scene. After a minute of repentance out of love for God for my sins Christ appeared right under me and took me off the cross and said to me “you don’t have to die (physically) for your sins”. I felt a deep love and grace within me as I cried. I had no idea of the end of the gospels where the thieves are on the cross with Jesus. In this vision I was being crucified for my gambling. After this vision, I felt like a free man with no shame or guilt for my past. Like I had never gambled before. Praise God  🙌

Then Jesus said unto His disciples, “If any man will come after Me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow Me.”

3rd Vision; Turn the Other Cheek

After another deep meditation, I had a 3rd vision. In this vision, I was on the ground while a few men were kicking and beating me . Christ was right next to me just saying “turn the other cheek” over and over as the men beat me. In this moment, I felt like a true disciple of Christ which filled me an overwhelming joy and peace.

But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also.

4th Vision; The Bride of Christ

In deep meditation, I had one more profound vision of Christ. If you didn’t know, I found Christ through a Zen Master named Thich Nhat Hanh 11 years ago. In this vision, the Buddha was walking with me and holding my hand on an open field. As we walked Christ appeared and the Buddha gently handed me off to Jesus. Then I walked hand in hand with Christ. This one touched my heart deeply because the Buddha will always have a special place in my heart as I walk with Christ. I had no idea of the passages in the Bible about us being the bride to Christ. Truly, the Kingdom of God is within you. 🙏🏻

True Success



Brothers and sisters in Christ

May we abandon the worlds ideas about success

With its false beacons of wealth, status and material goods

May we realize deep down in our soul that true success is determined by the lord

True success is to remain in the vine of love

By remaining in Christ’s love we are transformed into Christ moment by moment

This is the greatest human accomplishment

May we all be liberated from the enslavement of the world and rest our weary souls onto
Christ’s heart in the Kingdom of God within ❤️

Beautiful Quotes From Thomas Merton

Thomas Merton was a monk who lived in the 20th century. He spent his monastic life living the gospels, studying eastern religions and doing interfaith dialogue with them. I share a deep connection with him even though I am too young to meet him in real life. ❤️🙏🏻

Heaven is Now

Truly I say to you

When Christ unites with us in the depths of our soul

Heaven comes down to earth and lives in our heart

Heaven is not some distant land to enter into after death

Heaven is the presence of God’s love in our innermost being

Freeing us from all suffering

Our soul is at true peace when we enter the Kingdom of God within our heart

Truly I say to you

The gate to heaven is everywhere

Blossom With God’s Love

Without God’s love, all life begins to wither and die.

With God’s love all things blossom and bare beautiful fruit to be enjoyed by all.

The spirits unconditional love heals all wounds and unites all things.

Seek his love within your heart and you will see God within all creation.

May we all blossom with God’s light of love

❤️🙏🏻

Emptying Our Heart

The more fear, greed, and hatred that is in your heart

The less room there is for God’s love

We must empty our heart of all worldly attachments

Even ones that seem righteous and good

For God must possess the heart alone

You Are Worthy of Love

The widow struggling is worthy in the Kingdom of God’s love

The immigrant persecuted is worthy in the Kingdom of God’s love

The prostitute is loved

The thief forgiven

The blind given sight

The homeless given shelter and food

All are worthy in the Kingdom of God

May we all rest in his love

No matter how lost you are in shame, guilt, and self hatred

You are loved and matter

🙏🏻❤️

Grace to All

Do not look at the sins of your brother with harshness

Forgive them

Have mercy on them

Show them the grace bestowed to you by Christ

Always point the arrow within first and surrender yourself to Christ

Only then can you reflect Christ’s infinite mercy and love onto the world

Do not judge or be harsh with others

For those who judge will be judged in the end of times

Spread goodwill in this world with a pure heart

Shine God’s light into this world and glorify your father in heaven

Die of yourself and let Christ live within you

Mercy for All

May I have mercy for others

May I show them grace

May I show them forgiveness

May I show them true love

For God has shown be infinite grace and love

May I share his love with all

Bringing light into the darkness of the world and thus glorifying the light

The Ultimate Reality

You have heard that the good fights the evil

But I say the compassionate, merciful and loving take good care of those who are suffering from hatred, fear and greed

Like a big brother taking good care of a younger brother

Many religious people do not understand the ultimate reality

That good doesn’t fight evil

For fighting hatred only causes more hatred

The ultimate reality is non duality

The light transforms the darkness within us and the world around us

In Christian terms, God with his infinite mercy takes good care of Satan like a doctor taking care of a sick patient. If you imagine a war between these two forces, you have lost everything Jesus taught. Jesus said “love your enemies and pray for those who spite you for you will be children of God.”

This is non-dualism at its highest.

The only cure for the sickness of hatred and fear is unconditional love

If you don’t see the world through dualism; violence, war, and confusion will be inevitable

But if you see the world through non-duality; peace, love and forgiveness is possible right here and now.

Your brother,

Johnny