All Our Forgiven

Lord

I forgive everyone that has harmed me

For resentment and hatred poison my soul

May all those who have harmed me be fully forgiven

May they have joy and peace in their hearts today lord

Hatred keeps me from living free in your love and your love liberates my soul from all suffering

Your grace gives me a peace that can not be described by my human tongue

It cleanses my heart of all fear and lifts my spirit to heaven on earth

Your presence gives my soul true joy that radiates from my inner most being 

May I rest in your loving embrace lord and shine your love into the darkness of this world so others may bask in your glory

One in Christ

In the Kingdom of God

We are all brothers and sisters

We are not our jobs, income, skin color, gender, or race

We are all one in Christ in pure love

Born in the image and likeness of God

May we abandon all attachments to created things and empty ourselves so the holy spirit’s love make dwell fully within our heart

So we may be fully liberated from fear, hatred and greed that enslave our soul and keep us experiencing God’s divine love within us

The Four Visions of Christ

A few years ago in Australia I did early childhood trauma therapy using IFS therapy. It was a deeply spiritual therapy with Christ that changed my life. Soon after I received 4 visions of Christ, all of them after deep meditation or in nature without my phone to distract me. I was not striving to have these visions nor does it make me special or better than anyone. 🙏🏻

First Vision; the Crucifixion

I turned off my phone and walked to the end of the street to watch the sunset over the mountains. I was living in rural Australia at the time so there was lots of trees and open farm land with mountains in the background.  As I was walking to the viewpoint, suddenly Christ appeared on the cross while I was meditating with the Buddha. It was as if I was truly transported back 2000 years ago. The Buddha turned to me and asked “what can you learn from this” and God spoke to me “the more you surrender to God’s love, the more you are resurrected in Christ.” In this vision, I watched Jesus die on the cross and be resurrected. At this point I am weeping in pure joy and emotionally overwhelmed by the deepness of this vision. For as long as I live, I will never forget this day.

2nd Vision; Being Crucified with Christ

This vision happened a days after the first vision. I was in deep meditation and I suddenly was on the cross next to Christ in the Crucifixion scene. After a minute of repentance out of love for God for my sins Christ appeared right under me and took me off the cross and said to me “you don’t have to die (physically) for your sins”. I felt a deep love and grace within me as I cried. I had no idea of the end of the gospels where the thieves are on the cross with Jesus. In this vision I was being crucified for my gambling. After this vision, I felt like a free man with no shame or guilt for my past. Like I had never gambled before. Praise God  🙌

Then Jesus said unto His disciples, “If any man will come after Me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow Me.”

3rd Vision; Turn the Other Cheek

After another deep meditation, I had a 3rd vision. In this vision, I was on the ground while a few men were kicking and beating me . Christ was right next to me just saying “turn the other cheek” over and over as the men beat me. In this moment, I felt like a true disciple of Christ which filled me an overwhelming joy and peace.

But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also.

4th Vision; The Bride of Christ

In deep meditation, I had one more profound vision of Christ. If you didn’t know, I found Christ through a Zen Master named Thich Nhat Hanh 11 years ago. In this vision, the Buddha was walking with me and holding my hand on an open field. As we walked Christ appeared and the Buddha gently handed me off to Jesus. Then I walked hand in hand with Christ. This one touched my heart deeply because the Buddha will always have a special place in my heart as I walk with Christ. I had no idea of the passages in the Bible about us being the bride to Christ. Truly, the Kingdom of God is within you. 🙏🏻

The Well of Love Within You

There is a well within you

Come drink from it with Christ

This water will heal you and purify your heart of all fear

The spirit of love will flow through you and bring you true joy and peace

Be still in your body and mind

Open your heart to God’s love and you will find this overflowing well within

Drink from it each moment and heaven will be yours in this world and in the next

“Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks the water I give them will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give them will become in them a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” John 4:14

The Sanctuary Within

There’s a sanctuary of pure love within you

Come drink from its well and rest your weary soul there

First seek this Kingdom with all your heart and soul

Then all things will be added to you

Be still and know

Knock and enter through the narrow gate

To enter this Kingdom is the greatest accomplishment of a human life

For Christ lives within this sanctuary of love in your soul

Waiting patiently to guide you to heaven in this world and the next

A Simple & Humble Life

Lord

May I live a simple and humble life

So I may give my earthly riches to the poor and follow you with a pure heart

A pure heart that is not attached to wealth, status, or material goods

May I surrender my desire for human success

May I only be successful in your eyes lord
which is to be like Christ and love others with a pure heart

May I give everything to the poor and follow
Christ in the depths of my soul

Shining his love to all

May I be satisfied with the inner riches of your love, peace and joy

Jesus Desires Mercy, Not Sacrifice

Billions of animals suffer and die unnecessarily for human taste pleasure and greed

Lord have mercy on us

May you comfort these animals in their trials

May your love awaken more humans so we can may show mercy and love to animals

May your light guide us out of darkness of animal agriculture, factory farms, and slaughter houses

Your ultimate desire is mercy for animals, not sacrifice of animals for human self centeredness

Just as you are our shepherd and protect and guide us

May we be good Sheperd’s to the trillions of animals and love them with a pure heart

May we preserve compassion and love in our hearts by not supporting violence and death in anyway so the spirit may live within us

The Gospels is Now

Everything that happened in the gospels 2000 years ago is happening within your soul right here and now

Christ is within you

Christ is the image and likeness of God’s love that lies in the depths of our soul

The inner Christ is waiting patiently to guide you to eternal bliss in this world and the next

Knock and the door will be opened in your heart

Enter through the narrow gate in the depths of your soul 

Truly I say to you, the Kingdom of God’s love is within you

Seek this Kingdom of wisdom, truth, joy, and peace with a still mind

Open your heart fully to love

The Simplicity of Christ

Still your body and mind

Open your heart to love and receive God’s unconditional love

This love sets our soul on fire and compels us to love our neighbors, enemies, and give unconditionally to the poor just as Christ did

Now follow Christ in the depths of our soul in God’s divine love

The human mind enjoys making Christianity complex but following the way is quite simple 

So simple a child could understand it

The challenge is not getting distracted by our mind and the world which tries to guide us off the narrow path into death and destruction

Hakim Sanai “The Walled Garden of Truth” Sufi Mysticism

https://youtu.be/TvHnAdDf7i8?si=PAgsuuhKqh99ZgDV

“The road your self must journey on lies in polishing the heart.

It is not by rebellion and discord that the heart’s mirror is polished free of the rust of hypocrisy and unbelief: your mirror is polished by your certitude by the unalloyed purity of your faith.

Break free from your chains you have forged about yourself; for you will be free when you are free of clay. The body is dark – the heart is shining bright; the body is mere compost – the heart a blooming garden.

He doesn’t know his own self:

how should he know the self of another?

He knows only his hands and feet, how should he know about God?

This is beyond the sage’s grasp: you must be a fool if you think that you know it.

When you can expound on this, you will know the pure essence of faith; till then, what have faith and you in common?

It is better to be silent then to talk nonsense like one of the learned;

ask from him nothing other than himself,
When he has chosen you for a friend,
you have seen all that there is to see.
There’s no duality in the world of love
what’s all this talk of ‘you’ and ‘me’?
How can you fill a cup that’s full already?

Bring all of yourself to his door:
bring only a part
and you’ve brought nothing at all.

It’s your own self defining faith and unbelief:
inevitably it colors your perception.
Eternity knows nothing
of belief or unbelief;
for a pure nature
there is no such thing.

And if, my friend, you ask me the way
I’ll tell you plainly, it is this:
to turn your face towards the world of life,
and turn your back on rank and reputation;
and, spurning outward prosperity, to bend
your back double in his service;
to part company with those who deal in words,
and take your place in the presence of the worldless.

The way is not far
from you to a friend: you yourself are that way:
so set out along it.

You who know nothing of the life
that comes from the juice of the grape,
how long will you remain intoxicated
by the outward form of the grape?
Why do you lie that you are drunk?

How can you go forward?
There is no place to go;
how will you leap?
You have no foot.

Not one knows how far it is
from nothingness to God.
As long as you cling to your self
you will wander right and left,
day and night, for thousands of years;
and when, after all that effort,
you finally open your eyes,
you will see your self, through inherent defects,
wandering around itself like the ox on the mill;
but, if, once freed from your self,
you finally get down to work,
this door will open to you within two minutes.

God will not be yours,
as long as you cling to soul and life:
you cannot have both this and that.
Bruise your self for months and years on end;
leave it for dead, and when you have done with it,
you will have reached eternal life.

Remain unmoved by hope and fear.
To non-existence mosque and church are one;
to a shadow, heaven and hell likewise.
For someone whose guide is love,
belief and disbelief are equally a veil,
concealing the doorway of the friend;
his very being is a veil
which hides God’s essence.

Until you throw your sword way,
you’ll not become a shield
until you lay your crown aside,
you’ll not be fit to lead.

The death of soul
is the destruction of life;
but death of life
is the soul’s salvation.

Never stand still on the path
become non-existent.
Non-existent even to the notion
of becoming non-existent.
And when you have abandoned both
individuality and understanding,
the world will become that.

When the eye is pure
it sees purity.

Unself yourself…
until you see your self as a speck of dust
you cannot possibly reach that place;
self could never breathe that air,
so wend your way there without self.

~Hakim Sanai (1044-1150)